Monday, March 18, 2013

Chinese doesn't sound to much like Chinese...


Hey family!

So I am still alive and doing fantastic! Cantonese is coming along slowly but surely. This last week my brain has been clearer than ever and I have been able to remember so many more words and grammar principles. We have been working on teaching the law of chastity and the Word of Wisdom to our investigators. Every time we move into a new lesson there is a whole new entire set of vocabulary that we have to learn. So we know words like abortion, drugs, beer but not phrases like "Good night!" "What is your favorite color?" or any other things you might normally say in a day. But all that is important is that we can teach the lessons. We can learn the rest later.

Sometimes I forget we are learning freakin Chinese. It is weird. After learning some words and hearing it everyday it no longer sounds so abnormal. We got these two new sisters in our room who are going to Australia. We were talking about one of the Sih Fahn's (Role Play's) we did, but we kept using the word Sih Fahn, cause that is just what it is. Then the new sisters were like "What is Sih Fahn?" They we just looked at them like.... you don’t know what a sihn fahn is.... then it hit us that that was Chinese not English..... Our bad. Then we explained what we meant. Our prayers in Chinese seem much more normal now as well. I had to say a prayer in English when we taught a lesson in English and it was really hard. I got through it but it was rough.

Our teaching skills are improving everyday here. We have gotten so much better than our first week. We have also come to know that we teach much much better in Cantonese. Sounds weird. But it is true. God knows when to send you speaking another language or not. Our teacher said that her boss said that we are supposed to practice teaching in English to build up our confidence..... haha not. I am pretty sure that our lesson with Bob in English was our worst lesson to date. I was really upset with myself for not doing as well as I could have, but soon realized that we have to have bad lessons to learn from and to see how much we improve. So.... yeah. I much prefer teaching in Cantonese. We are forced to speak simply and clearly. No grand analogies. Just Gods love and his simple doctrine.

We had an awesome TRC lesson this week. I was really nervous before since we were teaching our first 40 min lesson. But it turns out 40 mins is SOOOOO much better than 20 min. We actually get to get down to the meat, take our time and savior each moment. We were teaching the first lesson about Gods love, blessing families, prophets and the restoration. Then we were going to focus on the Atonement and Jesus Christ because he is central in everything we do. The first half of the lesson went really well... everything was flowing. We were teaching two returned missionaries who were really nice to us and would talk about their expirences. When we started talking about the restoration I had them reach the first vision. The spirit was so strong as they read it. Then sister pearl asked them how they came to know that Joseph Smith was a prophet. So we went around and everyone told how they came to know. When it was my turn I felt the spirit so strong. All I could really say was, Every time I read these words, I feel the spirit and I know it is true. I might have said some other simple phrases, but honestly all I can remember was feeling the spirit very strongly. After the lesson, the people we teach write feedback for us and we get to read it and this is what one of them said, "One of the strongest feelings of the spirit I have had since I have been home. Thank you so much for your love of the Gospel and sharing your testimony with me. I am so grateful for the spirit and all it taught me. I feel close to the spirit, to God and what to do better. Your sharing of Joseph smith's experience really hit me. I feel the prophet Joseph Smith is even closer to me now than before. He seemed so real, like he was with us when you testified." Anyway it was really good feedback. Allot of the times when we teach we never really know if we are helping someone. Allot of the time we just think of it as practice and just move on, but some people actually learn from what we say. It is kinda awesome!

I love being here, but am excited to head out to test out what I have learned! I love this gospel and I love all of you! Thanks for your support!

Keep on keeping on! Know God loves you!
Shea 




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